Several of my friends are getting married in the next year and that entire concept is just so foreign to me. I can’t imagine caring about someone so much that I’d want to spend my life with them. I have no comprehension of what that might be like. Let alone I can’t imagine getting married at this point in my life. I’m young, I’ve got the rest of my 20s ahead of me. I’m going to have loans to pay off, I wouldn’t want to marry someone unless I was going to be at least slightly financially stable. Perhaps I associate marriage as being an “adult” thing I just can’t see myself in that role. Settling down just seems so far away for me. I cannot comprehend what it must be like to care about someone to the point where all of those factors seem minimal. To me, it’s like trying to imagine nothingness or eternity. I just can’t.
Love truly must be the worst drug.